As I pray for all beings impacted by the fires in LA, the natural disasters in other areas, the continual wars, and other ways of intensity and suffering, I’d like to speak to grief, loss, shocking events, and maintaining equilibrium during these change times. These shocking events can rock us, particularly those who are highly sensitive or empathic.
I began last year with a couple personal big shocks, the unexpected swift deaths of two dear loved ones, losing the physicality of my brother and a friend within a couple months, followed by an intense grieving process, which has lessened greatly in intensity though the process will continue. Those of you who are accustomed to my work may or may not have noticed that something was different. It was. I’m bringing this up because a lot of people think it’s all or nothing. That perhaps once one has embodied higher dimensional frequencies, life is always blissful or peaceful. It’s not. Life is life. We get rocked off center by things sometimes. At times to the point of needing to entirely reorganize our systems. Indeed, these events precipitate and support that reordering, however uncomfortable. At least that has been my lived experience. And we live in a world whereby there are chronic stressors ever present. The difference becomes being able to be with all of it at the same time. A new capacity can emerge, allowing for the ability to be with deep emotion or other stressors while at the very same time being able to access the Ways of the Infinite, Multidimensional Self, providing a sense of peaceful stability or balance, and even joy, all while one is working through a challenging experience.
All the while, we may also be completely attuned to and operating within “higher” dimensional frequencies. At some point, the frequencies are fully embodied, but there is no end. All is in a continual state of change, with each person’s experiences informing the Oneness. I have become accustomed to continual updates to my systems, though I must admit I was surprised to have change occur in this way again. But death is a natural part of life. We all experience grief in some way at some time. This is asking to be talked about a bit because there may be harsh judgement of self within, or perceived judgement externally, as many expect that if one’s frequency is high enough then all will be bliss at all times. We are in human form and our bodies not only hold motor memory of traumas and shocks and stress that was not able to process fully, but also hold energetic and infinite memory in other ways.
We will all continue to witness and experience both old and new body memory. And we will all experience loss in some way, whether it’s death loss, the changing/loss of belief systems, identity loss, relational loss, the loss of a sense of underlying stability, the loss of trust in systems, the loss of well being in some way… there are abundant ways one can experience loss. And also abundant ways to engage with and move through these experiences. The very first step for me was lovingkindness and compassion for myself and my needs, just as I continually invite others to explore in my group and 1:1 client work. It is so important, and essential during change times, to consistently check in with self to see what might support current needs. For me, it was more creative time to make things, more rest time whereby I did nothing but be, and a practice of allowing the waves of emotion as they came. While there are many spectrums of loss and some people and areas are in the depths of pure survival and it will perhaps take time to gain access to inner peace or stability, those of us not in a state of urgent survival have the ability to do this inner work in the Field, which can be a support.
Natural disaster events, relational upheavals, and reorganizing systems and ways of being will continue as Earth and those who have chosen the path continue an evolutionary consciousness journey. It will continue to be important for each of us to care for ourselves tenderly, to allow emotion as it comes and to also then let it go and move into our Infinite inner realms, while maintaining or cultivating communities where we can BE with our Infinite natures, and where we can also be with the finite nature of the human experience together free from judgement.
Even when all is blissful and expanding in amazingly beautiful ways, great transformation is taking place that can put a strain on the nervous system and the physical body. And it can be possible to be moving through something challenging yet at the very same time be able to access and be in and BE peace, joy, Love, compassion, curiosity, etc. (when not in the crisis stage). I want to thank those who were part of my offerings in 2024 and who continue to be present in this growing community of open hearts. Your presence supported my process and my ability to continue supporting others in theirs. Your presence and this community was a space of grounded continuity and love. Thank you.
I’m guided to expand offerings as I slowly build an online center for learning and receiving. I’m beginning by offering a foundational masterclass on energetic boundaries, called Krystal Clear. This will be beneficial for highly sensitive and empathic people who get thrown by the suffering of others, or who want to learn how to maintain more clarity in their Field. It’s imperative to have strong energetic boundaries, particularly as one begins to have experiences multi/interdimensionally. This is a core practice which supports wellness and re-individuation in any environment, and of course informs the physical experiences. I’m looking forward to sharing what I’ve learned in order to support more comfort and ease as we enter more accelerated change times. You can find information on that class HERE.
Let us all continue to pray for those impacted by swift shocks (and send support as is possible), and continue to create new landscapes energetically, to create more peace, joy, and harmony in all the realms, beginning within. The Way is within.